An extraordinary debut novel, Freshwater explores the surreal experience of having a fractured self. It centers around a young Nigerian woman, Ada, who develops separate selves within her as a result of being born “with one foot on the other side.” Unsettling, heartwrenching, dark, and powerful, Freshwater is a sharp evocation of a rare way of experiencing the world, one that illuminates how we all construct our identities.
Ada begins her life in the south of Nigeria as a troubled baby and a source of deep concern to her family. Her parents, Saul and Saachi, successfully prayed her into existence, but as she grows into a volatile and splintered child, it becomes clear that something went terribly awry. When Ada comes of age and moves to America for college, the group of selves within her grows in power and agency. A traumatic assault leads to a crystallization of her alternate selves: Asụghara and Saint Vincent. As Ada fades into the background of her own mind and these selves–now protective, now hedonistic–move into control, Ada’s life spirals in a dark and dangerous direction.
Narrated by the various selves within Ada and based in the author’s realities, Freshwater dazzles with ferocious energy and serpentine grace, heralding the arrival of a fierce new literary voice.
Freshwater is quite a book. I wasn’t sure what to expect when I picked it up, but it is unlike any other book I have ever read.
The story is told mostly from the point of view of the gods in Ada’s head, the ones that she was born with but the gate did not close behind them, leaving Ada with a foot in both worlds. It was fascinating reading Ada’s story from this perspective and this really is an extraordinary way to consider mental illness and how people protect themselves mentally from traumas in their lives. It made Ada an even more powerful character.
The writing in Freshwater is beautiful and lovely to read, sometimes harsh, sometimes poetic. Emezi has a way of painting a picture with just a few words and often made me stop to savour her sentences and word choices.
I can see how this might not be the book for everyone, but I found it powerful and compelling.
Note: I received a Netgalley copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
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Mental illness and anxiety disorders hit close to home so I was interested to see how Kinsella would approach the subject. I’ve never actually read one of her books before, but I know that she is famous for her humour.
The last couple of days have been funny ones for me in my Indie Author journey. I have been overwhelmed with self doubt — my book is terrible, everyone will hate it, I should have edited it more, I’ve wasted tonnes of money and time, I should have researched what I was doing more, etc.
You see, I self-published my book, Prophecy, nearly a month ago and now the doubts are creeping in. This is my first book, so I don’t have an audience yet. The launch has been slow and I’ve already make lots of mistakes. I feel like there are problems with the book and I’m going to be flooded with bad reviews. I’m worried that people will see through me and realize that I’m a talentless fraud. You know the thoughts, the ones that nag away at you. Read more →